CONFUSED!!!! Should I love him? Or shouldnt I???

I was thinking of this whenever I on bus dreaming(Thats explains "dreamer")...

Should I love him? Or shouldnt I?

Should I wait for miracle? Or should I find my true love...

Why I went out with other guy he felt angry???

Will my effort wasted if he decided to give up on this "Dragging" relationship?

Why he seems like doesnt care abt me instead he will feel jealous for me???

Come on people... help me think pls... help me tag comments also thanks...

Mayb... Guys are just some special and unique "creatures" that is complicated to be understood... They seems to be tough but soft inside... and sometime they may just hide their true feelings and make it as if they were strong... In the end?? Without knowing it, they may just hurt the people around them...

Well... What can I say? I've been hurt by his "serious" comments...

"I always treat my friends like that one mah..."

"You and nuhu I put first place loh..."

"Friends should concern right?"

Friends??? Oh well... Sounds like I'm only his FRIEND... Let you all help me think and tell me on my taggie board bah...