Time flies... me and him already know and steady with each other 228 days already... But It makes me even more worried as time run through very fast and I already fallen for him even deeper... he told me if he's going to choose his ex, I must be strong and has to take really good care of myself... he warned me not to be foolish to hurt myself as there's alot of guys out there... but... do you think I can? I promised him I will... but in my mind... I know that I cant... how am I going to face him if I see my lover fallen in love with a girl and some more if his beloved ex? will I be strong? I think I cant... I'm so afraid that I will kill myself after he dumped me... even though I've been dumped by my bfs many times... but this time... I think I fall in love with him the deepest... I hope my bf will make a wise choice... wat if he went back to that girl and the girl dump him again? haiz...