"I go liao. Take care. I come out call you. Bye"

That was the last message just few minutes before he take off to pulau tekong for his NS training..

I feel no feelings for him... Mayb yes.... but not as much as be4... he should go call his gf... not me... I don think I will call him or even pick up his call when he come back... in fact... thats one of the purpose why I wanna get work... to make myelf busy...

How I wish he can stay in there longer... oh anw... He only go in for a week... which is saturday he will be back... anw... that day I got work... don expect me to pick up any call from him... I don wanna know more abt him... No see no contact...

Cant imagine I actually hated someone I loved be4... People always has this kind of words hanging on their mouth:

"If you love him/her, just let him/her go..."

Bullshit!!! And who the hell saying something like:

"You must achieve what you wan by yourself even its love" and

"Love cannot be replaced"

Bunch of idiots who invented these sentences... Love can ALWAYS be replaced when a person nv loves you anymore.... stop cheating yourselves my dear... Love cant last forever...

Things like:

"I love you FOREVER"

"You will ALWAYS be in my heart"

Guys, please!! If you say these make sure you mean it!!! If you cant even give a promise properly... you are none other than a BAST**D.. But to me... NOTHING IS FOREVER!!!!

Couples do divorce even if they marry each other.... so... wats the meaning of marriage then?? Give promise? Just wanna stay together? Or just something that cant be bothered at all since its a "divorcable" marriage... Can even get a new wife/husband damn fast wor... SO WHAT FOR MARRY?????

Scary... I don think I will go into another relationship... I don wanna have anymore blow in my life again... not again...