Just another blow in my life... I really cannot take it already...

Someone who dumped me... saying that he wans a single life actually found himself another gf...

I really felt that I was the most idiot person to trust all his lies... The best way to make myself feel better is to stay away from his life and stop him from entering my life again... But guess wat??? He threatens to die again!!! He threatens to die in front of me... As usual... I stopped him... But my reason that I've told him was:

"I stop you, not becos I cant afford to loss someone like you, but becos I don wanna be punished by karma(for people who wanna know what is karma, it is something like when you do something bad... you will be punished after you die and report to the hell)... I don really care if you die or not, but please don die like as if I was the one causing you to die in a horrible way or even paralyze on bed/wheelchair.."

Would I care if I loss someone who is a liar cum bast**d??? I wont care and no one would either... and... Y SHOULD I CARE?????

People... I really don know what to do.... can someone just pull me out of this? I cannot take it anymore... When people talk to me... I was cheerful... ya... but do you all know how I feel deep in my heart? I sobbed quietly in the nite, I screamed silently in my heart.... the torture and pain in my heart... any of you can understand??? Any one of you can just console me and make me feel better? I just wanna have a trouble-free life!!!!

Am I going on to another relationship?? Maybe not again...