I'm totally exhausted...

I always believe that I can forget everything in the past if we don see each other... Perhaps I will get used to the days if we didnt contact each other and see each other... But Why??????

Why he kept hold on to me and just couldnt let me off???

He told me even we stay as friend I will still can forget the past between me and him... He say he would rather die than to see me leave him... Now... isnt it threaten????

How I wish I can turn back the clock... I should have stop him from leaving me in the first place... Y did I gave in to her??? Y didnt I fight back for my rights???? Why why and why???????

Isnt it too late to solve everything now? Since he doesnt love me anymore, why cant I just move on without him? Now... I know I cant... but its always better than suffer in sorrows that he given to me isnt it?

To Him:
To Hell With All The Sorrows You've Given Me... and maybe I shall bury the sweetest memory and I will always remember I used to love someone who doesnt love me at all...