Now everybody... does it worth the waiting? I mean... its been 9 months and no improvement between me and him, meaning.. We are still friends... So, am I suppose to continue wait for him?

I admit that I've been jealous of people around me who has a gf/bf, in fact people around me are in relationships now, and in other words, I see couples together almost everyday...

This sour feeling is killing me and nothing cures me... when people around me cries for their bf, I felt that its a stupid thing to do, and when people were complaining to me that their bf is very irritating as they controls the freedoms they had, which I think its normal as guys would definitely get jealous and worried if they were to go clubbing and went out with some guys, its normal and seriously, I do jealous of these people who have someone to care for them... haha... quite stupid, but I really like the feeling of falling in love... Hm... yap... thats wat I wanna say today... Buai buai...