Sometime I just wondering... do I still have feelings on him? Why do I jealous when he talks to other girl? Why do I care abt who he added in friendster and who did he sms to?

One ans came to my mind... "I still love him..."

You know how hurtful it is when you actually know who is your ideal man in mind but you just cannot enter his world? I was thankful to watever he given me, watever he did for me... but you know sometime things just get stuck in my mouth and nth could come out... Same goes to him... if it was not that incident... I will not know that he did so much for me behind the scene while I just happily enjoying my life... Things like "I Love You..", "Thank you..", "Sorry..." Well.. Normally these are the words that would stuck in your throat when you wanna say it loud and clear to the person... for my case... yes... there are many unspoken words waiting to be told... when will it be? I don know...

So... My advice to all people loud and clear...

Speak it if you wan, do it if you wish and dont wait till you cant...