I was very very confused, well... even I like *Ahem* but that does not mean he likes me also, Ah bao told me to find my own happiness, and he know that *Ahem* is the right one for me compared to him... Well... I still very very confused, Ah bao say he may wanna be single till he success in his life cos he doesnt wanna any of his gf suffer with him...

Well... I can say that I thought these months when we broken up he doesnt care abt me anymore... (Meaning even I die also not his problem) Haha... too kua zhang liao... but yesterday he told me that he got this strange feeling whenever I told him abt *Ahem*... Is it he got this sour feeling? or is it he still loves me? nobody knows... only he will know...

Anyway, we are now just friends... normal friends... I already started to let go, and the kite that I controlled for 380 days is going to fly away, up and high, and hopefully this kite will find its own direction that it really wants... Hopefully....