My relationship ends today... exactly 380 days...

When he asked me to slash his wrist using scissors and slap his face... I just couldnt bare... How you expect me to hurt a person that I once loved?(Even now I still love him...) He slapped himself... really hard... It makes me heartache... He say that he felt really guilty... Guilty for leaving me alone... Guilty for everything... I cry... His slap on his face seems to be hurting... His tears dropping... Do you know I feel??

He told me... even he left me... He still love me... Even can look out for him if I have problem... I told him... "think you have to start calling me "Sally" instead of "Dar"(Stands for Darling) already..." He say he cant... cos its been our name for each other ever since 380 days ago... Alrite... Honestly speaking... I also cannot change the habit of calling him "Dar"... So he say lets continue call each other "Dar" since its been a habit for two of us...

Well... I am currently single... but will continue wait for him... 1 month later... which he promised that if he cannot continue the relationship with her... he will eventually come back to me... Lets hope so...