Y I have to cling onto him when I have better choices out there? my buddy told me this... this makes me think of awhile... I know wat she say was rite... we do not suit each other... we are both stubborn... he ill-treats me, hot tempered, smokes, cold-blooded... my buddy knows how much tears I shed, how much energy, how much money, how much love I spent on him... but at the end of the day... I exchanged all these for his scoldings, shoutings, and neglecting... if don believe can go ask my buddy(aika)... I cant stand him anymore... ok la... I admitted that I like one of my classmate and a guy from the Ngee Ann Poly who teaches me Elementary Mathematics during my O level exam period... he is much much more gentle than him loh... But I cling onto him is becos I don wanna be two timer or even three timer... I know its hurtful...

Y all guys on earth just cannot live with all act cute act chio girls??? But no offence... some girls are meant to be chio and cute... haha... but really loh... if you are chio enough stay away from those who have gfs de ok? you all have better choices than other people so pls la hor... stay away and give chances to those who are not as pretty as you all... honestly speaking... can say that I am one of those who are not pretty de... so... I know how they feel de ok?

Love Life is nv been easy... I see some of the couples are very very close to each other... yes... I admitted that I jealous, and even envy of them... how I wish my bf can treats me better... just better a little... but all these went down to the drain... Sometime I just wonder... whether I was too kind? too soft-hearted? or did I do something wrong that I nv succeed in any of the relationships I have??

Its really very kind of my buddy and her bf trying to comfort me after he shouted at me... they keep giving me advises and trying to stop me from crying... they care and it makes me touched... haiz...